Gemini: You might feel a bit awkward today when handling an emotional issue that arises. It’s not that you are questioning your position. To the contrary, you might be overly certain of yourself now. It’s just that you’d rather keep the discussion on a rational level, yet everyone’s feelings keep reentering the mix. Your resistance to the intensity only increases the discord, so ease up and let your interactions take you where they will — even if they make you uncomfortable.
I woke up after sleeping for 10 hours, this was pretty much amazing. I am not sure when I fell asleep or how I got down to only my underwear … but the couch made a pretty excellent bed, minus maybe the Leela all over me.
So at 7 my alarm went off and I thought … No.
So I set another one up for 8, and that came with a lot more ease!
I got out of bed …
Put on some clothes and went outside into the rainy day.
One 30 minute run is exactly what I needed!
My house and life are a mess but everything feels so neatly packaged when I am pounding on the pavement listening to Jenny Lewis sing my woes away.
I suppose now I will study for the exam I have in a few hours …
Then off to BC where I feel maybe most at home right now.
Pretty much just cried because of how awesome Whitney is.
I am off to an off day.
I have pretty much no sleep.
I have pretty much no hope.
This time I know it has to be the end. As Nicole said, I will just think to the look in his eyes.. and I will remember I can never do that again. I dont know if there is any sort of happiness on my horizon. All I seem to look forward to right now is blankets being pulled over my head and closing my eyes to escape for a little while.