missed dean’s list / honor roll since for the first time since 8th grade.
i did excellently the second half of my quarter, but so poorly the first half i couldn’t make up the difference. i suppose this quarter i just have to keep motivated throughout. not having seasonal affective disorder should really help too.
then i was just in a sour mood from a horrible work day on Wednesday.
i got to work.
spending time with Nicole helped a bit, so did hugs from Whitney.
we were swamped most of the day.:/
i sent out my nightly email, and although i know bosses probably do not care too genuinely … it was nice to hear that we are doing a good job. i sure am trying.
then after work i went to dinner with nicole and her mama. fun times.
delicious! as BW3 always is. ha!
now i am waiting for a nice phone call.
getting excited for apartment looking on Saturday!
still haven’t done laundry …..ooooppppppppppppppppppppsssssssss!
also. side stories.
JT at Berry Chill. WTF?!
Creeper saying Nicole and I should live with him in a two bedroom. WTF?! ^2
On my way back to the city streets of ChiTown. Everything about my life will be the same but somehow it all feels very different. I have my same job.. But with the challenge I have sought for awhile. I am at the same school but with a confidence that does not depend on someone elses approval … But rather knowing what I am capable of… And what I am not. I am capable of a 4.0 … I am not capable of sacrificing my happiness. I have the same friends. This is something I am hoping doesn’t change anytime soon… But rather grow. Nicole and Whitney keep me afloat in what seems like a tidal wave of life. I have the same boys. Heck! I have had the same boys in my life for years… But I am enjoying the start of something new and mourning the end of something lost. It is wonderful to know you make someone feel lucky … It is even better to feel that way about someone else! I feel lucky for so many reasons… I feel excited for so many reasons. <3 / <# sigh.
I had a pretty fantastic day. Again. Just relaxed.
I woke up around 1030am. Nice.
Then I went to my highschool to visit with my journalism teacher.
She seemed so happy to see me, and very happy that she gets to get out of there in 2 years.
She yelled at some poor girl just to entertain me. It was awesome. :D
Then I went bikini shopping. If I lose a little more weight I will feel totally awesome wearing that. As of now I feel pretty good. I look pretty good too.
Then I went to target and bought 4 more of the tank top I am in love with.
Ridic. I know!
Beach came next. Just layed on the sand in shorts and bikini top … listening to the waves crash under the hum of my ipod. Beautiful moment for a beautiful girl.
Then I went to dinnnner with my daddy. Now it is around 8. I am bummed I did not jog today, and it is too dark to go now since we dont live on a street with side walks… but there is always the morning :D
My stepmom wants to go to WalMart later. This is like a 2 hours ordeal!
I am going to go read until she is ready. About 300 pages left in my spring break read.
Woke up happiert then ever.
Talked to my parents who seemed excited to see me!
Video chatted with my brother so laney could wave at me!
Got dressed in a tank and shorts!
And flip flops!
Got nice texts from nice boys.
Enjoyed day old Chinese food!
Running a little late for work… But bearing gifts!