March 2009
75 posts
bad start.
i woke up like 30 minutes too late this morning.
still prettty tired. but i got ready faster then i ever thought i would.
off to school. hopefully day goes smoothely.
please?
rachel getting married is a horrible movie.
today i have found a total of $17.00 on the streets of Chicago.
and not all at once.
latte art.
so there is a cute boy at the place i always get coffee.
i have always enjoyed going in and flirting and it has always seemed like he liked it too.
well recently i feel … strange about this whole thing.
1. he made me a latte and decorated it with a little heart on top.
2. he INSISTS on giving me a mug so i wil have to go back to see him.
3. he introduced me as his “work...
Good start.
I am 20 minutes early for my first 830am class. This means that if I get one minute later for each henceforth class … I will still be on time June 12.
Also. I got a three shot mocha this morning. back to my coffee diet.
All of 10 days until California. I am fairly calm about this. Fairly…
At least I will be plenty distracted until the 9th.
i suppose i will go for a history minor.
since apparently it requires all of 6 classes. and i already have two.
and now i tell you openly, you have my heart so...
scratch that.
good night.
the day.
my day started off pretty horrible.
missed dean’s list / honor roll since for the first time since 8th grade.
i did excellently the second half of my quarter, but so poorly the first half i couldn’t make up the difference. i suppose this quarter i just have to keep motivated throughout. not having seasonal affective disorder should really help too.
then i was just in a sour mood...
it would be creepy.
if it wasnt so perfect.
DONT CRY AMANDA.
i definitly woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.
today should be a fanfuckingtastic. i am tired. and overwhelmed. and stressed.
oh. and pressured.
i need a hug. bad.
I erased the negative entry that was here…
Instead I will say at least one thing is going perfectly <#
idk.
this day fucking sucks.
Bring me anywhere but down.
Tonight was rough.
I dont even know why.
I just feel like putting my head in my pillow and crying while listening to Kevin Devine.
Sad. Pathetic. Amanda.
#409
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who uses my favorite word just to make me smile.
and then is frustrated when it doesnt work. </3
today is off to a wonderful start.
I miss whitney.
And I hate people.
The end.
When all that's lost is found.
On my way back to the city streets of ChiTown. Everything about my life will be the same but somehow it all feels very different. I have my same job.. But with the challenge I have sought for awhile. I am at the same school but with a confidence that does not depend on someone elses approval … But rather knowing what I am capable of… And what I am not. I am capable of a 4.0 … I...
wish
there was some place i could write all about how awesome i feel
because it is most excellent!
MORE!
I had a pretty fantastic day. Again. Just relaxed.
I woke up around 1030am. Nice.
Then I went to my highschool to visit with my journalism teacher.
She seemed so happy to see me, and very happy that she gets to get out of there in 2 years.
She yelled at some poor girl just to entertain me. It was awesome. :D
Then I went bikini shopping. If I lose a little more weight I will feel totally...
omg.
so i was in my little brothers room changing into PJS.
i find this little scrapbook that his girlfriend made him… 100reasons why she loves him.
#60something.
“how i want to have kids with you.”
meanwhile.
in i think to myself … i need to get my computer out of my other brothers room so that i can write about that. *knock knock*
“come on in.”
i enter the...
Sitting on the train.
I am feeling some weird sadness. Not sure if it is because I am heading home alone for the first time since leaving three years ago… Or if I am just feeling like people aren’t always honest with me.
Nicole told me to text her when I got home … She meant Florida. Home is here in Chicago. Home Is where I am safe to be me. On the living rooom couch… Or the floor of olg...
Only very creepy people are around my neighborhood at 5am.
Today I am one of them.
fat day
it is 4pm.
i have eaten a turkey tom
a small original with gummy bears/samoas
a pretzel with cheese!
and then a few gummy bears.
this is horrible.
iamnauseabutonlywanttoeatmore!
i have awesome dinner plans for tonight.
prepare to meet amanda the little piggy!
ZOMG 3 weeks.
efff.
i am really exhausted.
but still going to mark this as a most excellent day.
March 19th - 23rd: Florida
April 9th - 13th: California
May 9th: Whitney’s Birthday
May 31st: MY 21st Birthday!
June 15th - 23rd: California
It seems like the next 3 months are going to be fantastic.
And REALLY busy!
Day so far...
Woke up happiert then ever.
Talked to my parents who seemed excited to see me!
Video chatted with my brother so laney could wave at me!
Got dressed in a tank and shorts!
And flip flops!
Got nice texts from nice boys.
Enjoyed day old Chinese food!
Running a little late for work… But bearing gifts!
Lml. Love my life! <3
It just feels good.
I am up an hour past my bed time.
It is definitly worth how tired I will be tomorrow though.
I don’t care if he reads this, so go ahead and email away:
I am his. And he is mine.
I am just sitting here realizing what sorry actually means.
hope.
really it is the only thing i can do right now.
he says he hopes.
that is enough for today i suppose.
at least for this minute.
no seriously.
life is fantastic.
+i have the best best friends in the whole world.
+i have the best whatever the heck he is ever.
+hard work is paying off.
+one assignment left until SPRING BREAK
BAH. Lalalalalala life is wonderful.
<3/<#
Well that is exciting!
#1
Someone who will send sweet emails in the middle of the night, just to give me something wonderful to wake up to.
is this real life?
I am on the train. Some man just decided he needed to introduce me to his son Ryan. Poor guy.
i drink my coffee black.
i woke up this morning feeling fantastic.
i went to go get my computer.
then i immediatly clicked roosterteeth.
i guess that made me kind of sad.
but at the same time i felt incredibly proud of myself.
today is going to be a wonderful day.
new toys are awesome.
#355
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who will overlook their own weakness to take care of mine.
it seems only fitting.
RELIEF!
I only have one final left for this quarter.
He gave us all the essay questions today, so unless I am a horrible student this weekend I should get through this okay.
One week until I see my family.
I am excited. Kind of.
They have been particularly crazy recently.
I missss them really bad. I just don’t like screaming … and honestly it has been a really long time since I have heard...
strange.
i am going to bed at 2 am and thinking:
jeez. i am going to bed early.
i had a decent day.
my everyday is just so much better. <3.
or better yet <#
sweet mint latte = not great
having a sweet mint lattle brought over surprisingly by a cute coffee shop boy = wonderful
#318
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who remembers every little thing we’ve done before.
“Do you remember that?”
“Well yeah!”
6 shots of espresso in one day.
i can be quite silly.
thanks for reminding me of that.
you are a best friend.
