Amanda Panda

Every year my life changes drastically at Halloween.

H1N1. Ergo, Chris. Started dating Brian.

Stopped dating Brian.

Happy Halloweekend! One party down. Three hours of sleep. On my way to work. Already had a five hour energy in hopes of making it to 3pm. Then… Epic nap time.

Novellllllllll……

So I had been writing this novel for a pretty long time.

Just whenever I feel a surge.

Sometimes I write other pieces that could be later added to the novel, but I tend to really favor building off one piece in particular, my so call “novel.”

It’s kind of crazy, something that started out as a google doc that was 2 pages long has really started to get heart and love… and it really has so much of my soul in it.

Anywho, today I checked and it is only at about one/fourth of a novels length. Which is fine. Because there is still so much story to be told. It is just amazing to me to really have a start to something like this. Something I really love so much.

It feels good to know that even though my head is always swirling in so many ways, and places, people and things… I have that. That piece of me will always exist.

Never pick sides, never choose between two. But I just wanted you. I just wanted you.

Going through life in cruise control.

Starting to get that feeling I’ll have to slam on the brakes soon though, it all just seems a little too easy.

Watching The Shining with my roommates. So scared I might cry.

Seriously.

Today I have gotten a shit ton done.

The best part is the night is still young!

I have cleaned the living room, the kitchen, my bedroom and the back room.

I have washed, dried and folded four loads of laundy. I still have about 4 loads to go.

I have typed up all my notes for my novel I have been working on recently.

Nicole’s costume is almost finished!

So yeah. I’m off to do more shit.

So Nicole and I have decided to through an impromptu party at our house this weekend on account of the fact we didn’t have one to go to on Friday night.

I’m cleaning the house today on account of it needed to be done and I woke in an accomplishing mood.

The best part of any of this is:

I found Lisa’s copy of *NSYNC’s greatest hits.

Best day life ever.

Coworker to me: whenever I see you you look so disheveled.

Me: yeah, that’s just my look.

Just finished my two hour nap.

Wow Sunday bagging shifts make me exhausted!

Plan for the night:

-Figure out dinner.

-Shower

-Get adorable

-Party with all my work peeps

If only I could just walk away from my computer screen…

OKAY! GO!

Nothing good ever happens after 2am.