As you know, my boyfriend blogs about the movies he sees… Well I got to go to an early release without him and thus write my own review for the blog. You should ch-ch-check it out, check out my melody.
February only has 28 days. Thus bri and I have no monthiversary.
Now seems as good a time as any to say… I really love him so much.
We laid around in our pj pants watching the oscars, giggling, gorging on junk foods.
He’s the most perfect in the whole world. Even when he’s being a fidgity boy at 2am cause he can’t sleep.
I think I’m losing it.
However I think I finally may have snapped out of it.
When having intense borderline episodes it usually culminates in my finally breaking down intensly. Unfortunately for me it happened after Brian’s roommate’s dog bit my face… Mufasa is a German Shepard. I’ve had a pretty intense fear of German Shepards since one jumped on me and knocked me down. It was hard enough I bled from my face and am kinda afraid my lip was gonna get puffy but it got me to break down which is good.
Breaking down at Brian probably makes me the saddest. But once again he was the most amazing. I love him just so much. I hope for our sake that this episode is almost over. I feel like such an ass but I think that’s actually a good thing… My rationale is coming back.
The most amazing part of being in a great relationship is that when serious talks need to happen they do. It is just a time when you are completely honest with the one you love and then things work themselves out. It’s what I could never find before… the ability to talk things out. I’m so glad I have found it now.
Been ridiculously ill the past 36 hours. Pretty much need it to stop.
I thought it was cracking but now I’m awake because my body can’t regulate temperture and I won’t stop coughing.
In other illness related news, I’ve been stuck at brians due to the snow storm. Although sometimes he treats me like I have the plauge he has literally done anything I asked with a smile… And that includes a lot of head rubs.
Illness update @ 640am:
Woke up with a coughing tantrum. Asked the boy to help me cause my fever was climbing pretty quickly. He immediatly got out of bed, gave me like 4 medicines… Rubbed vicks on my chest and gave me his blanket to sleep with.
I’m sorry ladies but I have found the perfect dude <3