I am actually growing up. One day at a time.
After having like 5 fits at work someone gave me nicorette gum. I swear it’s like life has meaning again. Yeah, that’s dramatic. But it’s also true.
My catchphrase when quitting smoking is whatever. Basically sums up how I feel about everything that isn’t nicotine. Uggghhhh.
Lady on train next to me listening to Its Gonna Be Me. Awesome.
Just woke up. I think I woke up because of a nicotine craving. I’m so tired, and my leg really hurts from running yesterday. Fricken hip.
Tucking myself in.
As I lay me down to sleep I think to myself: -I want a cigarette really freaking bad , but I also am super excited it’s been three entire days. -I miss my boy super bad… His snuggles, his kisses and just everything about him. - I am glad I live with my bestie and her boy, I’m happy we all have each other. And I’m glad for nights of Chinese, Tekken and laughs. We need a...
Okay. I had an awesome and super accomplishing day. Cleaned pretty much all of my house to the super duper degree. Ran a solid mile. Updated my tumblr about a million times. Bought some ingredients for a delicious Sundae after my hot shower. (Darkchocolate peanutbutter+bananas+vanillaicecream). Now for shower, tru blood, sundae, reading and sleep.
No smoking allowed.
Quitting smoking makes you do really crazy things. I have been up since noon and so far I have: 1. Made coffee and eaten a bowl of lucky charms! 2. Walked to pet store to buy SamMonster some noms. I also found a really cute doggy hair bow for .50 cents. 3. Cleaned up my desk area, vacuumed our back room, swifferwetjetted the kitchen, clean the outside of all the cupboards, dusted all surfaces...
I am going to turn into pasta.
Things that make me cheerier.
New Lady Gaga song. Bottle of wine. Giant bowls of pasta. Free Ben and Jerry’s.
Whiny post. Go.
I have had a headache since 1pm. I hate working the mid shift on Sunday, it is none stop. Brian has only been gone two days and I already miss him - doesn’t help I haven’t seen him since Wednesday anyways. That may not seem like much, cause listen, Ive been in LDRs too - but I dont like them for a reason… I’ll say it, I’m needy. I wish my friend Tim would move to...
Again! A selfish plug to my other blog! http://imexactlywhatthefuckyouthink.tumblr.com PLEASE. Read. This particular entry is someone screwy. I was in a dark place when I wrote it. Just the same I would love feed back!
Not only do I hate your voice… I don’t care about your opinions.
Work in Progress
http://imexactlywhatthefuckyouthink.tumblr.com/ So I’m working on putting my writing on the internet. The url wont be as is for long, I just got frustrated trying to figure one out and it was the song lyric I heard at that moment. So yeah, thank Jay Z for the awesomeness, or lack there of. Anyways. Click through and tell me what you think!? Also, I am fricken terrible with all things...
Watch The Throne. On repeat. Best way to start a Monday.
Local ice cream makers Nice Cream faces shut down... →
enajyentihw: balltillifall: So my friend Kris owns a really awesome local ice cream company called Nice Cream and I just read this article today about how they might get the plug pulled by the state because of these really obscure and asinine laws regarding pasteurization. The state is saying that she must change her ingredients, not work out of a communal kitchen, and buy at $40,000...